“Oh my GOD I must have cancer”... a smear test letter threw me into a vortex of doom, and i…Last year, in the trough between Christmas and 2021, I got a letter saying that my cervix had severe cell abnormalities. I went into nuclear meltdown. I didn't sleep for a week. I had to delay a much-needed freelance gig. I only stopped weeping at hospital, when a gynaecological…